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There is a very famous Chinese song which lots of ppl think it's a love song, but actually it's written to God. Found this song today. 如果把這首歌的對像想成神,好像某方面也算貼切I think it might do,kind of, to view it as a song to God.

by Kelly Clarkson

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ojScwmRGHlM

Is this a dream?
If it is
Please don't wake me from this high
I've become comfortably numb
Until you opened up my eyes
To what it's like
When everything's right
I can't believe

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
You found me

So, here we are
That's pretty far
When you think of where we've been
No going back
I'm fading out
All that has faded me within
You're by my side
Now everything's fine
I can't believe

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
You found me

And I was hiding
'Til you came along
And showed me where I belong
You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know?
How did you know?

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me

(You found me)
(When no one else was lookin')
You found me
(How did you know just where I would be?)
You broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
The good and the bad
And the things in between
You found me
You found me

Read something from a book

大笑是冒著被看成傻瓜的危險

哭泣是冒著被看成感情用事的危險

跟別人接觸是冒著會捲入他人生命的危險

流露感情是冒著暴露真我的危險

今天收到一些消息

固然"高興"終於知道一些事

但要說不會傷心難過 不會痛 那就是對自己不夠誠實了

雖然不知道這個痛 要跟我共舞多久

但我知道擦乾眼淚 明天一睜開眼 太陽還是升起

Watched a Japanese soap opera tonight. A guy who nobody cared  commited a murder. Before the murderer commited sucide, he asked" a person like me, what can I find from life?" THe main charactor replied" you will find out only if you keep on living."

Read something I wrote more than a year ago-something I have already forgotten. A co-worker asked me "if  you can do whatever you want without worrying about anything, what do you want to do?" My answer that time was I'd like to do something about  cross culture, stay in every country for at least 2 year to know more about that culture and ppl there. This is still something I'd like to do even though I don't know what exactly it is.

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At the moment I arrived Heathrow this Aug, I felt like coming back home-watching ppl with different colours, listening to different languages. Even I have never stayed in this city. I watched a news a year ago about a church in UK which numbers come from over 30 different nationalities, ppl worship Lord with their own tongues. At that time, I though wow this is the kind of church I'd like to attend. I think heaven must be like that- different colours, different languages, yet in harmony without bias.  I feel more comfortable in a socity like that and it's defenitely exciting to see different colour and differnt tongues worship God together.

Last time I met B and his wife before I came back, they drove me back and we went to castle court together. When we got out of the car, B went holding his wife's hand then they went down the stairs and crossed the road together. That's really touching! He was really protecting  his wife. After L got what she wants, we said goodbye, and I watched them walked away holding hands. B always reach out holding L's hand. There is a saying"執子之手 與子皆老", I guess this is it. First time, I think I really understand what does this saying means. I can imagine how they went through everything in life together, holding hands, all those years. Those things definetely not always pleasant but the beautiful part was they hold hands. What a beautiful picture!